Just trying to find a way to distract myself but unfortunately this is only making things worse..
I’m tired of this guessing game. I just want to know what he is thinking and if I’m the only one losing my mind. Distance between two people who love each other is hard enough without the other complications we have. It is impossible to go on this way but neither of us can let go just yet. I just need to be by him. See him for a minute. Hear his voice and imagine him here. Its as if...
Not knowing is the hardest part
i feel like
I can’t openly say anything to anyone without being judged or looked down upon. And that sucks. Even when drinking like I am now I cant be completely open I can’t say what I really want to say. I cant do what I want to do. I can’t be who I want to be. What kind of life is this
fatkidinmath: potato chips are dead potatoes cut up and salted for enjoyment That’s enough internet for tonight.
tristamateer: Consider my body a canvas, your tongue a brush. You know how I feel about blank pages, open spaces. Emptiness is there for you to fill it. You have a lot of catching up to do.
But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those...– Matthew 5:44-45 (via itschel-uh-see)