I’m tired of this guessing game. I just want to know what he is thinking and if I’m the only one losing my mind. Distance between two people who love each other is hard enough without the other complications we have. It is impossible to go on this way but neither of us can let go just yet. I just need to be by him. See him for a minute. Hear his voice and imagine him here. Its as if nothing else even matters. Life seems so dull. So surreal. I need him back. I never believed it could actually hurt to miss someone this much.